Love

I walked away from something I remembered as the worst. It's a big thing that they call love. With fringe and black chiffon and ribbon and whipped cream, I recognized how it looked like. Some people get it easily, some people get it though and some get it forgotten. Maybe when the bell stops ringing or the world stops rotating then you will come with love.

I said I wouldn't mind spent my lifetime to pick the phone up ready to dial your number. But when I got a little older, I found myself waiting that hanging too long for a hope. I let it go and wish it would heal gently until I realized I've fallen to deep and I maybe I refused to get up. 

It's just a phase or a word they say. A crazy little thing, a movie say. But it's a big thing and the most normal thing I say. I won't find love in you for me, Darling. Even the smallest part of it won't save me a seat. But then again, I do what I always do. I'll just be here, stay, and see if the hurricane will ever go away.