Dance like no one's watching

Raise you hand if you love dancing!

Hi, basically I just have nothing to do as usual and my sist just got her package from an online shop and I was like "YES SIR, MY PACKAGE!" while actually it's not mine. Siapa sih yang gak excited ketika pak pos nganter paket kalian yang merupakan barang yang kalian beli dari online shop? OMG I actually run from where I am to my gate. Like, seriously I just love when the bell rings.

Well, lemme tell ya a secret. I love dancing.

Yes, I know I'm not even in dance class but I just love hearing beat songs and then move my body like a serial killer and the important thing is no one's gonna watch me doing it. It's like a guilty pleasure for me for dancing randomly in my room or even in the bathroom.

At high school I was in a traditional dance called Saman Dance which is pretty difficult for me but also had me into alot of troubles. Trouble is a friend, tho. I hit that club for almost 2 years and it made me had a great experiences like I could move my body like crazy and people's gonna cheer at me. I made so many mistakes during my dance performances but people's gonna cheer at you anyway because they know how hard it is to make, like 20 girls, move at the same time with the same rythme and the same tone. My lovely high school have 2 teams for Saman Dance and I was the captain of the B team which is really amazing for me although I finally quitted and became the leader of another club, Angklung Club.

I got bullied, I got troubles, I cried, but here I am, typing this like I'm totally normal.

What I mean is, I know how horrible it is my dancing, especially for like hip hop dance and like the swag swag stuff. I really love Holy Ground by Taylor Swift and when the part comes to:

Tonight I’m gonna dance for all that we’ve been through.
But I don’t wanna dance if I’m not dancing with you.
Tonight I’m gonna dance like you were in this room.
But I don’t wanna dance if I’m not dancing with you

 I dance like crazy with my stupid brief finger and walks around with the sideways and act like I was in the middle of a show. Who dont wanna be a stars anyway although you just dance for those stars?

*got interupted by one person, pause for like 5 mins*

You gotta live your life. If someone tells you have a very bad voice, dont listen to them. You can in the shower right? I mean, you can imagine you're on your show, perfoming your own songs or maybe do some cover songs and take a bow in the end. But you also can sing in a slow voice or maybe hire some vocal coach. 

If you dance like crazy and sooo weird even your parents cant recognize you (lol) then just dance. I do hip hop dance and I know y'all cant even imagine it how I move my body, just believe that you live your own life not anyone's life. You gotta believe yourself that you're from a millions of sperm that won and finally born to this cruel world.

Take my words, you need to life by your own. Dont listen to others, just take the critics and fix it all. People are here to judge you and not to adore you while finally they'll do adore you. You can be an inspiration if you just take off you mask and walk like you win your past. 

I had a bad life. Now, they're all just my past.

Basically, 

Because in the end...